Have been feeling v lost, vexed, unwell for the past fews days.. I lost my sense of directions.. mayb is caused of stress at work, mayb is caused my gastric is actin up again, mayb been sleepin late this few day..

The moment I open my eye today, suddenly a gush of uncomfortness came up to me.. making me feelin v uneasy and worry till i don wish to step out of house..

seems like something bad is going to happen again.. I hate such feeling.. my premonition has never fail to come true.. It has been for days le.. but today was a hard core one.. mayb caused I work during weekdays so din took much notice abt it..

Was hoping and prayin that everything will turn out to be fine and be over soon.. but after hearing wat my fren told me yesterday nite... ... haiz..

mayb i jus know was wrong and wats happenin to me.. mayb i jus tryin to run away from prob.. Hopin history wont repeat itself.. maybe... ... but there is nthin i can do to stop it if its gg to happen.. coz wat fated to happen will definitely happen.. no matter how hard one try to stop it from happenin will still happen.. Is proven with evidence.. I need some direction..